Cover Me

Cover me in your love
Allow me to enter into your wonderings and ask me all you want to know...
All you need to know.


About who I am, what I want.. and need.
Don't get anxious when you ask me how I am and I don't respond
... wait
It will come.
Be silent and let me talk.


When I hesitate to answer... answer things about my past
... wait
Be patient. Love me.


When I ell you to stop... listen.
You do not know why I am apprehensive and uncomfortable.
But you will just give me time.


Let me be me...
Uncomfortable at times
Slightly abrasive and confusing.
Abused and confused.
... just wait 
I will change.


I will make sense.
My ramblings will come full circle and you will know me.
... then, and only then, 
I will love you.

“A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, and make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life.” ~Elizabeth Gilbert

Epiphany

You should always carry a set of headphones in your purse or backpack. You never know when you are going to need them. I have used mine daily. This is something new I have been doing... I know I know I'm way behind but hey, it happens. :-)

My Everything?

Here lately I have been thinking about what that means. There is a song that says "shes everything to me" by Brad Pasley and it got me evaluating my relationships. I have come to realize one of the worst feelings is when you love a person and they don't love you back. Also it is tough and uncomfortable when you are the one who can't love them back. I have recently had to tell someone this and I just couldn't find the right words to say. He told me he loved me and swore I loved him back. To this, I told him he was crazy and that I couldn't believe he even assumed something like this. It was only later on that day, when I was driving home, that the words came to me:

I love you, I do. I care about you in a way that's love. I love everything about you. I love the way you're so stubborn even when you know you're wrong. I love how strong in your faith you are and how you are set in your ways. You're just not the right everything for me.

So, in these few moments I realized that I did know what I wanted. That I wasn't just running from something I genuinely felt this way. This was divine intervention, I'm so thankful for that moment of wonderful fleeting thought.

Baisers et Les Femmes

(Kisses and Women)

Men,

      You all need to realize the power of a kiss. A kiss, as in one kiss... not a kiss that leads to some other expectation. As a woman we can be swept off our feet if you just put some effort into it. There is just something about a kiss that can be so perfect it will leave us women wanting more. To be with you that is, not MORE.... Anyways you have to power to take our breath away. We would really appreciate it if you would take full advantage of what this one amazing kiss has to offer. Don't go carelessly kissing the women you love or would like to have in a relationship. Calm yourselves down, pull her close, and kiss her sweetly. She should be yours from there. Just a word of advice.

Sincerely,

Women

He knew what he was doing.

Waggish Thoughts

Yesterday I decided that I would keep track of all my random thoughts of the day. Here is the list:
1. I love you.
2. I have been blessed with wonderful hair.
3. I want to open a daycare.
4. I want to play volleyball.
5. I want to get to know him.
6. I wonder how long my Christmas tree will stay up.
7. I have been blessed.
8. Why do I have school today.
9. I hate the cold weather.
10. Why am I always so hungry?
11. I have too much to do. I wonder if I can make it to the beach and back before Monday.


This is as far as I got. All of this is before noon... The best things in life aren't things, they're feelings :-)