Honey and Milk

When I think of forever I think of May when I graduate and get a job. I have always known I wanted to have a family but had never thought it would happen to me before like my mid 20's. Im not sure why but it just has never crossed my mind. So when presented with the question of children and a family I kind of freeze up. I guess it was just a completely new thought that someone would actually want to have a family with me.

I did some thinking and I discovered I would love to have a family and children and that it's not a crazy idea to think it could happen to me as soon as I wanted. It's a good feeling, knowing that I want to be a mom to have a family with a loving hubby :) shalom!

One long night.

After a wonderful day spent with my family and this cool guy I like I ventured home for what I thought was going to be a great nights rest. I was so tired. I pull up..ahh home sweet home... OH there is someone in my parking spot.. GREAT.. so I back it down to park on the street. I hike it up the hill in my exhausted state to my apartment. Ahh bed finally. I lay down and fall asleep immediately.

OK so my body is asleep but my mind must have taken an energy drink before I laid down. I first had a dream about the guy I spent the afternoon with. No complaints there. Then the rest of the night was spent dreaming about how I missed work, my test today, failed to write a paper, missed an appointment, and all of my classes. Shew talk about waking up exhausted.

My alarm went off at 7 this morning. I woke up and realized that it was all just a dream. Ughh I slumped back down for an extra 20min of sleep. Totally not enough. My allergies are kicking my butt and the worst part is that the whole stressful day I just dreamt about is actually happening I'm just not missing anything. O well this is life I just put on a smile and head to work!

Great Success

Yesterday my roommate and I decided we were going to go camping.. just the two of us. Bonding at its finest. We had been planning this trip all week so when Friday rolled around I was ready to go and forget about the stressful week I had. Well little did we know this simple camping trip was going to be more than we bargained for...

Around 2pm it started to downpour but, not to worry, it was supposed to blow over so we just decided to pack up and go as planned to my grandma's land. Well I call to let her know we are on our way and she has the biggest fit in the world about 'No Fire!' and 'people just showing up.' So this left us packed with no place to go. We run inside and find a place in Bardstown then head out.

On our way we get stuck in 30min of traffic before we even get out of town. Finally relief we get moving, 13miles out of Bardstown we see a wreck. Perfect. We sit there for 30 more minutes then finally make it to the site. Shew... ok. We get out our stuff and get my tent out...O my gosh it is made for a small child... so off to walmart to buy another tent. We make it back and I get started on the fire while she sets up her tent. The fire won't start... AWESOME..

Reghann tries and I try for about 30 min. We decide it is not something we can give up on.. Our problem, we needed a beer. Got the beer out, bug spray, and a prayer from Reghann 'Dear Jesus, light this fire. Amen' and we were set. The fire lit and we were all prepared finally for the night ahead. We had a few beers and went to sleep.

Today: we got up, went to my old kentucky home, heaven hill, nature, my gmas, home for dinner. now nap! perfect end to a perfectly funny weekend! Great Success. Great times with great friends and lots of laughter! Sherry 43!

True that...

"Do one thing every day that scares you." -Eleanor Roosevelt

"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in getting up every time we do." - Confucius

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined." - Henry David Thoreau

"If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe

“Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.” - Dalai Lama

"Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses." - Confucius

"It does not matter how slowly you go so long as you do not stop." - Confucius

"Life becomes harder for us when we live for others, but it also becomes richer and happier." -Albert Schweitzer

"You'll never leave where you are until you decide where you'd rather be."

"I'm the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile. The type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if I can't brighten mine."

"It just makes sense for a change."

"Do things with passion or dont do them at all."

"We are all a little wierd and life's a little wierd and when we find someone whose wierdness is compatible with ours we join up with them and fall in mutual wierdness."

Unusual You...

Baby, you're so unusual.
Didn't anyone tell you you're supposed to break my heart.

I expect you to.

So why haven't you?

Baby, you're not even human 'cause only an angle could be so unsual

A sweet suprise I could get used to.

Unusual You

Boxer in the ring, trying to defend myself.

Hire a private eye to see what's going on.

When I'm with you I can be myself.

You always were when you say you will be

Shocking cuz I never knew this could exist.

Tables are turning.

My heart is learning.

That you'll never let me down

Answer the call.

Here after all.

Never met anyone like you.

I hope you can handle my heart...

"I hope you know what you're doing..."

I don't think I am ever going to actually "know what I am doing." But isn't that the fun part of life? Aren't we supposed to take chances, live a little and love a lot. If, in the end it doesn't work out at least we can say we tried. It may result in a little heartbreak but with time that will heal and life will go on to bigger and better things. I will never be certain that what I "am doing" is the right thing but damn it I will live a bit and learn a lot. And I will be a stronger more open and loving person after it all! Life is beautiful so love the life you live and be certain that what you are doing and where you are is EXACTLY where you are supposed to be!!